
The words shaman and
shamanism can bring up irritation and resistance and sometimes anger
in some Native Americans. I don't claim to be a Native American
by heritage but I was adopted in the traditional way, put through a
naming ceremony and given many gifts by a wonderful Yanktonai Lakota
Sioux Holy Man and his family. This Holy Man gave me a pipe to
carry and told me it was a shaman's pipe. He asked me to do
healings on him and asked me to help in the healing of his family
members. So, I honor his wisdom and knowledge by accepting what
he not only gave me physically but also what he gave me spiritually.
If you find, in reading these pages, that I have offended you or any
of the Native American people, it was, and is not my heart's
intention. I told Gerald, one day; shortly after he adopted my
family : "Gerald, I'm not a white man trying to be an
Indian. I'm not interested in learning your songs, your
dances and traditions." His response was: " I
know" and then he would invite me to a sweat lodge ceremony or
call me and tell me that he was invited somewhere to do a ceremony but
he wouldn't go unless I went with him. I only knew him for 3 1/2
years........when we met we both knew he was dying.
I have
discovered since creating this site that I am a descendant of Chief
Mamenthouensa of the Kaskaskia tribe and once Chief of the Illini
Confederation. Marie Rouensa, daughter of Mamenthouensa
married my ancestor in the 1690's.
The shaman's path is a
solitary path. It is one of personal experience and is a path
that is walked in many cultures of the world and is connected to no
religion. The mere fact that the word came from a specific
region of the globe does not negate the fact that it is real all over
the world. I have been recognized for a talent that I have, by
Native American elders, Holy Men, Medicine men and women and I do my
best to honor their faith in me.
A Little more on
shamanism
"Over tens of
thousands of years, our ancient ancestors all over the world
discovered how to maximize human abilities of mind and spirit for
healing and problem-solving. The remarkable system of methods they
developed is today known as "shamanism," a term that comes
from a Siberian tribal word for its practitioners: "shaman"
(pronounced SHAH-mahn). Shamans are a type of medicine man or woman
especially distinguished by the use of journeys to hidden worlds
otherwise mainly known through myth, dream, and near-death
experiences."
Quoted from The
Foundation for Shamanic Studies
The word "
shaman" comes from the Tungus language via Russian. The
Tungus have no word for shamanism but the word came into usage by
anthropologists and historians trying to describe the experience and
practices of the shaman.
The shaman has the ability
to consciously move beyond the physical body into other realms of
existence, to parallel worlds and other spaces physical and
non-physical. These movements into other realms happen with a
shift in consciousness, which is usually described as a trance
state. The shaman, depending on what needs to be accessed can
move in various levels of the trance state to help others.
Once a person begins to travel this shamanic path he will soon realize
that his everyday perceptions of the world are different than most
people and there is no turning back..
A shaman can be a man or a
woman and in the past they held a place of honor in the tribe.
When I use the word "tribe" I mean it to apply to all tribal
people of the world. They were supported by the tribe and when
someone came to them for help they brought a gift out of respect and
also knowing that to ask for help is also to give help.
People who find themselves
on the shaman's path in the modern western world are no longer living
in a small tribal setting. They find themselves helping people
from all over the map, so to speak. They are not seen in a
respected light and the culture doesn't support them in the same ways
as their predecessors were supported. One of the main reasons is
because the shaman no longer is living in a tribal society where
everyone knows that they must rely on each other and to support each
other's skills for the nourishment and safety of the tribe.
I have mostly relied on
donations over the past 20 years to continue my path of service and it
has been a very difficult road to walk. I have mainly stayed out
of the "public eye", through the years, and lived in the
high mountains of Colorado, where I could only be found by "word
of mouth." This website has changed all of that.
So how does one become a
shaman?
A person becomes a shaman
in one of three ways.
1. You inherit it
from a teacher through transmission.
2. You are
"grabbed by the shorts" ( spontaneous)
3. You
choose to
become one through training and find a teacher.
The last one is usually
seen as a less powerful shaman than the first two.
I was " grabbed by
the shorts".
There are many websites
and books written on shamans and shamanism so I won't go into any
further explanations other than to say that the shamanic path is a
solitary journey and it is not for the faint of heart.
I resisted the notion that
I was on the shaman's path for many years even though people called me
a shaman and referred to me as a shaman to others. I have had no
formal training but I have been encouraged and emotionally supported
by Medicine people and Holy people of several Native American
tribes. Those elders are now in the spirit world and I miss
them. I honor their memories by accepting the shaman's path they
so strongly urged me to follow. They gave me gifts to help me
along the way and shared their knowledge and wisdom with me.
They also told me that I would find my own expression on the path and
as long as I stayed "in the proper state of mind" I would
know what to do, when to do it, and how to do it.
Gerald Red Elk once told
me that when people would come to him for help, he didn't know what he
was going to say to them until they took the responsibility to ask a
question. Once the question was asked the answer would be there
and he could say it. He told me that I had the same ability and
that I was a healer and I would do it in my own way. He
presented me with a specially made shaman's pipe. A Cree
medicine man carved the stem and Joe Flying Bye, a medicine man and my
Uncle, carved the bowl of the pipe.
Rolling Thunder told me
that I had a sensitive spirit and that I was a good healer and one day
I would be a great healer and I would have so many people coming to me
for help that I wouldn't have time to feel sorry for myself. He
gave me a special medallion to wear for protection in the
"crazy" world.
Don Eduardo Calderon, a
Peruvian shaman, came to the mountains where I lived and conducted
healing ceremonies for 3 days. One morning after a nighttime
mesa ceremony he handed me a big bottle of datura, a very powerful and
dangerous solution, and he told me "here, this is for you, use it
only in ceremonies." An acknowledgement from one
shaman to another.
My Uncles, Gerald Red Elk,
Kenneth Red Elk, Herman Red Elk, and Joe Flying Bye are gone to the
spirit world and I miss their physical presence but I feel their
spirits around me. Rolling
Thunder, Don Eduardo Calderon, Chogyam Trungpa
Rinpoche, Gyatri Devi, Dr. Ed Wilson, and Father George Timko have
left this world as well and they were all special to me. I will
always remember their support, encouragement and gifts of
spirit.
